In Monday’s Daily Draw post, I spoke about my father and the intuitive guidance I had received in dreamtime that he does not have very long to live. Naturally, this has occupied my thoughts this week and I have been looking into going over to Sweden to spend some time with my father.
Yesterday, we found out that the diagnosis was even more dire than first expected. The newly found liver cancer was only secondary to pancreatic cancer.
So if I do want to see my father one final time I should go now… For a while there were a lot of ‘shoulds’ floating around in my mind.
However, karmically there is nothing left to resolve after the wonderful conversation my father and I had on the phone the other day. I am able to hold him in the light of my heart completely.
My own health is not fantastic and I don’t travel well – especially not to colder climates such as Sweden. (My last trip to Sweden in the winter landed me on a double course of antibiotics.) My intuition tells me that a journey to Sweden in winter would spell disaster and when I did a two choices Tarot reading about going within the next few weeks, I got The Tower as the outcome for travelling.
This morning, I wanted to see what the Lenormand cards had to say about it and I also pulled one card for spiritual guidance from the Earth Magic Oracle.
Basically, the row of three Bouquet+Gentleman+Ship symbolise the spiritual healing journey we have been on in this incarnation and the fact that all karma has been released. The Earth Magic card confirms this – We have reached completion, so going to see my father physically would not add anything to the equation. I’m allowed to rest now.
I feel very relieved as I fear that going to Sweden now would be the last journey I make… and my youngest needs me for a while longer.